I lost her.She hates me.She hates me and I repulse her and I might never see her again, and it is entirely my own doing.This notebook might be all I have left of her.But part of me is terrified. This might not end well. This might not be anything I want to see. And so help me, if this turns out to be some kind of diary concerning her thoughts and feelings about Kent, I might just throw myself out the window.