3 Quotes by Elen Chase

I chased him like a madman, without knowing what I was doing, because I just needed to be with him... I needed him so desperately to see beyond my bullshit; to see what I truly was. And he saw me. He saw through my lies, the unspoken truths and my doubts. Despite everything, he chose me, too, and he showed me his wounds, and they hurt as if they were my own.

​ Why does it hurt so much? Even though you're here. Even though we're close like we've never been before. Why are you still suffering so much, when I am here with you? Why can't I fill the hole we have in our hearts? We will never be whole again, will we? Because we didn't know that we were whole only when we were together. We found out now, now that we will never be together again.

He was way stronger than me. All I could do, for seven years, was run away from the thought that my sister died. There were times I wished I could forget the both of them. I tried to lock them away somewhere in my mind and live normally, ignoring the fact that half of my heart was gone. I was trying to kill what he was trying to keep alive.