I can’t do this anymore. I can’t stay away from you. I can’t survive without you.

By losing my memory, I’ve shattered her heart and mine.

Julian, it’s not what it looks like.” She said.He looked at her and lifted an eyebrow. “We have a man pointing a gun at us. Only you would say it’s not what it looks like.

What are you doing here?” Mr. Bennett asked his son.“What do you mean?” Jax asked. “I still live here, don’t I?” Jax looked at Eliana for confirmation. “Did he kick me out and I forgot about it?” He looked at his father. Dad, just say it, you want me to live at the dorm far, far away from you.” Jax said. “You’ve finally have had enough of my blinding personality.

Are we forever?” She asked. “I’ve already found forever in you, I hope you find yours in me.

He comes over with a smug smile while I frowned at him. “A thank you would be nice.” He comments, looking at me.“I was handling it just fine on my own. I didn’t need your assistance.” I tell him.“Assistance?” He asked. “That’s the word you’re going to use? Seriously?” He looks at me in disbelief.Sure he just saved me from what I hoped I could have saved myself, but whatever. He had a big enough ego.

What do you want, Ryan? What is it that you desire the most in the world?” I asked instead. The sadness in my voice evident.He gave me half a smile, “I once had a thousand desires. But in my one desire to know you, all else melted away.

For some reason, it felt like this may as well be the last time that I would kiss him. The last time I would feel the softness of his lips against mine. An impending sense of doom hits me. I pushed the depressing thoughts away and instead dragged my hand through Ryan’s hair pulling him hard against me in a desperate need until all I could think about was him and his touch.

I believed that this was the beauty of being with a stranger. Of sharing things with them. There was zero chance of them strolling back into your life and screwing it up for you.