I miss that. I want...I need things to go back to normal.

With some stories, you really can't rush things. And it's often best just to sit back and enjoy the journey for what it is.

Some of the best experiences are the most unexpected ones.

Ah, weddings can be very emotional sometimes, can't they? Yes, especially when it's the wedding of the love of your life to somebody else.

Remember, whoever holds the purse strings for the wedding has the control. Don't accept a cent from anyone else if possible. Then you and him will be the only ones calling the shots. All the decisionswill be yours and the rest of them will just have to go along with it.

...because unlike some, I wasn't in line when they were handling out perfect genes.

Trust me, you will get plenty of "advice" from everyone and anyone on the best way to do things, and remember that you don't have to take any of it. Know that whatever you choose, THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU THE MOST WON'T MAKE THE DAY ABOUT THEM, they'll make it about you and him, and show up to celebrate your special day regardless of what you decide to do.

Well don't demand the spotlight if you can't handle the attention.

I suppose I am a glutton for punishment really, voluntarily attending a wedding to watch the love of my life marry another woman.