When you're obsessive, like me, searching for something unattainable can become unhealthy... it's like falling through the air and grabbing at the clouds.

We need to ask ourselves what are we here for and what have we worked so hard to be here for.

The conversation topic in my head is not what role I should play; it is whether I am going to play at all.

I wouldn’t go in a fast food outlet even to use the toilet.

I don’t like kicking the ball a lot.

I’m not necessarily proud of the World Cups and the grand slams won or lost, the amount of points I scored, this record or that.

I refuse to go into a fast-food outlet – to use the toilet even – in case anyone got the wrong idea and thought I was sneaking in a quick burger.

I like to think I play rugby as it should be played – there are no yellow or red cards in my collection – but I cannot say I’m an angel.

I’m very happy to be back playing rugby for England again – there were times when I questioned if this would happen.

Those Aussie rugby fans are a bunch of sore losers. I hate ’em all.