If someone else fails at doing it for us, we do it to ourselves Humans. We self-destruct.

And don't worry about it, Kai, whatever it is. Although it's the longest thing you'll ever experience, it's also very short. Don't waste your life on worries, okay?' He walked further away from the counter taking the shrilling sound of his voice with him whilst leaving behind the best advice I have ever ignored.

What does it mean, bad things happen to good people? I wonder. What does one have to do to be crowned a good person? What does it take to be considered a bad one? Who decides what is good and what is bad? Who makes that judgement? Who has that right?

Memories. That's all I have left. Memories of all the good I've done and all the bad too.

I was a bird trapped inside a cage that I thought I'd been released from, still confined and limited to where I could fly. I'd been holding up my umbrella to avoid the rain but I never stopped the rain from falling.

Death. Although it comes once, it lasts forever.

A mirror doesn't give a man a true reflection of who he is. It doesn't show him what's on the inside. It doesn't show him the things he covers up with a smile whilst standing in front of it, telling himself he's okay. Death will. His true form will stand before him, stretched out forming the thickest, darkest truths he's ever seen.I don't want to be there when I die. Death. Although it comes once, it lasts forever.

I don't want to be there when I die.

Yet here I am now, wondering where I messed up. Wondering when I became a bad person. A sudden thought creeps into my head and I wonder, maybe I've always been this way.

You don't need to be violent to be a bully. One word is all it takes to destroy the kindness within the soul. One word is all it takes for you to remove your halo and smash it into pieces so fine that not even a miracle would be able to put it together.