Do it, Nesy. Say the words. Pierce my heart. Send me to the Abyss and end my suffering. Please. I won’t stop you.

Nesy. At last. It has to be her. Who else can make Aydan smile? Make me smile.

I don’t want to hurt her, don’t want her to suffer. But the truth may hurt her more. I wrap my arms, my wings, around her as her body shutters.

But there is nothing, no trace that she’s ever existed. She is not here. She will never be here again.Because of me.

What is love, Mikayel? Isn't it the most irrational of all human emotions? And the one most forbidden?

I want to know what it is to love, to hate, to lust, to kill. I want it all. And I shouldn't

Every spot his mouth touches closes the empty spaces inside.

My thoughts war. Part of me needs to protect her; part of me wants something else. Something vile. Wrong.

She smiles and snuggles into me as we wait for our table. I inhale her scent. Vanilla and something else. Something different. Smokey almost. Sexy. It drives me crazy with need and I have to move away while I can.

She’s right in some ways. She doesn’t need a shrink. But she does need to remember. I need her to remember; remember and still choose me. Choose us.