But, hey, remember: If things don’t work out in your life, you can always just turn to drugs or join the Army.

But, hey, remember: If things don't work out in your life, you can always just turn to drugs or join the Army.

I feel like so much has been left undone. There are friends I won't see before I leave, there are bills I still need to pay. I haven't written as much as I've wanted, and there are countless things I've said that I wish I could correct, but this is a process that will never end. When my grandmother died she left a library full of books she never finished reading. This is how I feel now.

My heart is full and my weapon is clean.

I'm obsessed with trying to recount events as accurately and honestly as possible, but in practice the only thing I'm really any good at is telling you how I feel.